So, I'm not perfect...

Emily here,
 This post is about me feeling slightly guilty for being judgmental and more about me hoping to get some validation for my judgmental feelings.  I'm pretty sure as humans, none of us can get through an entire day without judging someone else; I just happen to be more equipped with lightning fast judgment reflexes.  I usually wish it wasn't that way but some times people just deserve it, right?
Example one: I was walking to the checkouts at Target today with my little basket with just three items (pretty impressive for Target, uh?).  So I'm just walking to the "fast checkout" that has the sign that says "fewer that 15 items."  I see that there is hardly a line and am so excited to go check out!  Just as I am about 10 feet away, this lady with a cart OVERFLOWING with groceries and clothes and household items gets in the lane right in front of me...(pause, for dramatic affect). I wish simple things like this didn't bug me but believe you me, they do.  So I muster up the dirtiest look I can while still being publicly acceptable.  Instead of going to the next line over, (which, to be honest, would have taken less time) I decided to wait behind her and stare at her while she unloaded her cart full of poptarts and spaghetti-o's, trying to make her feel as uncomfortable as I can all the while thinking that people like her should really just shop and WalMart.  Silly, right?  Oh well, I guess I'm not perfect after all.
Case in point #2:  This one I sincerely am a little more ashamed of since I judged someone about the way that they looked today.  I saw a middle aged woman today wearing hot pink, ti-dye leggings with nothing but a see through tank top on top.  I then thought to myself "how could you walk out of the house looking like that???"  Whenever I think that I always try to remind myself that maybe she was looking at me and thinking the exact same thing (which is impossible, of course since I was super cute today).  But the principle remains the same, I really need to stop judging others because who knows what people are judging me about.
Anyway, Chelsey finally came back from California but then she went to stupid work and then went to stupid camping and left me all by my stupid self :(  But she comes back this week!!!! YAY!

In other news: I TOOK MY LSAT!!  I went pretty well but now I just keep having these bad dreams where I get my results and I get the lowest score possible:/ I really want to know but at the same time, ignorance is bliss, right?


Love,
Emily